I realized its because I don’t want a boyfriend, I want a girlfriend. That simple.

Anyways, life. I am in love with Mackenzie. It’s true, I need to learn to live with it. She’s just so fucking perfect, I just….ughhhh…she’s the reason 2 out of my 3 relationships this year didn’t work out. The third one would have been her I I didn’t screw up, too. I am in love with her. I can’t stop thinking about her. I give up. And I’m going to have to tell her, I can’t keep it in anymore. I just need to plan the perfect place and time…..
But, anyways, tomorrow’s my birthday! Too bad my parents are having a birthday party for my brother tomorrow, lol…Oh well! I just broke up with my boyfriend yesterday. ( And yes, I did have a boyfriend, I know it’s hard to believe (; ) It didnt exactly end well, but whatever, YOLO (: ♥
Anyway! I love all of you, my beautiful followers! :*




